I’ve always had a problem with doubting everything I ever work on. Lately I’ve stopped doing that so much and just kept pushing everything I work on forward. I’m no genius. Everything I work on isn’t going to sound great. I’ve come to terms with that. I’ve experienced this on a different level a long time ago. Back then it was accepting how I looked in the mirror. Then I came to terms with being who I was born as. I was 14 then and now at 20 years old the term ‘self-conscious’ only applies to my creative world. Hopefully a few years from now I’ll be able to write about how the word ‘self-conscious’ doesn’t exist in my vocabulary. Maybe then I’ll actually start releasing my music to the public someday.
